Thursday, March 24, 2005
posted at 8:40 AM
so, 'di ako nag post yesterday... i hope you guys will.
so what now?
yesterday yesterday night nag tampo ako because all afternoon/evening i was tryin' to call his phone... i was txting him too. i called anf he answered i ask where he is and he said "dito..." then i just dropped the phone... then night time i receive nothing from him... i hate it... then i called again, he told me he's on his way home... he send a message... he's on the way home, he went to his cousin, and he's going to call me once he reach hom so i should wait for me... so i did, it was around 10 already and still no call, i was texting him where he is... still nothing, finally around 11 something he called... and i was so happy to hear his voice then after 5 mins. he bid bye... and i was so hating it! he called my cell but i ignored it... i even rejected his call... he then text me...
"cge goodnight na lang... i love you."
i replied "goodnight"
then he sent me 7 messages
"sorry......."
"sorry......"
"sorry....."
"sorry...."
"sorry..."
"sorry.."
"sorry."
then i said "ok lang it's my job to understand you and am trying my best to do so..."
then he said his thanx stuffs...
then yun, i was in pain kasi ang tagal kong naghintay then parang wala lang yun sa kaniya...
then yesterday night he went to bataan with his clan... he told me at around 4 that he'll go here by 5:30 then i agreed... but i saw the real jerson by 7:30... that was the time he went here... he said sorry, and anton went here too, he always plays basketball... and wala lang... so un, we talked and talked and talked... and be sweet we danced again... kasi i so love the song over and over, and last night while watching mtv it was shown so we danced... haha! :D
we told each other how much we'll miss each other... i told him i'll wait for him... haha, ang drama! we even talked pa pala about girls, i asked him pano kung this coming school year sobrang daming hot, sexy girls na mag aral sa school... then he hugged me tight and whispered this to my ear: "kahit sino pa yung dumating... ikaw lang, ikaw lang talaga."
aaww. sweet! :D then uhm... i miss him so much... we'll be seeing each other on may pa... :( i miss jerson koh...
well, ok sa up na tayo mag review... 3rd batch it is, i'll tell na lang my uncle about it... and ashley, how are you? we miss you.
so uhm... i guess that's it... i have nothing to say... i think. my brain will explode 'cause... jerson's so far. i love you jerson koh.
-pamela gonzales :'(