Tuesday, March 22, 2005
posted at 8:24 AM
good morning as usual...
thanx angela angela and hazel... sinagot niyo ang tanong ko... actually tinanong ko din siya... oo, weird nga naman... haha
sabi ko never akong magkakagusto sa kaniya! haha! :D
so ayun, yesterday ang mga tao ay gumimik... ngayon ay si lianne naman! HAHAHA! :D
ano ba ang mga nangyari... we had a misunderstanding... BIG TIME!!!
he was on the verge of crying... but everything went out just fine, and we're now more in-love than ever with each other...
oh and ok... kung up na tayo up it is... am gona enroll na ha, am gona stay at katipunan naman for quite a long time... mind you guys... ang cr sa up... haha!:D
so my besty (a.k.a. my hot date) wants to know the real deal of what happened yesterday..
kasi 'di ko siya ma-contact i've been calling him and texting him for hours and wala... wala man lang kahit ano. so i was talking to besty, i was screaming, freakin' out and those sort of things... then finally nag text siya, he explained his side... then asked anong meron kanila jessica... then yun, parang naisip niyang tanungin un pero ako di niya ko naalala... then we text and obvious na i hate him or feelin' blah at least... wala lang, so last night i cried... i cried so much, then he called sa cell ko we talked, i told him i hate him, then he told me to stop crying na... he then went here, yun dun ko nakita na he's hurt too of what's happening... red eyes, he was hugging me tight and dumping his face on the pillow (i was hugging the pillow)...
he asked me : "mahal mo ba ako?"
sabi ko, "oo, ako nga dapat magtanong sa'yo niyan eh..."
then sabi niya "nagsasawa ka na ba?"
sabi ko, "hindi,bakit naman it's part of the relationship na ganito... bakit ayaw mo na ba? :'("
sabi niya, "gusto ko pa, mahal kita, baka kasi 'di ka na masaya..."
then... yun sweet talk na... he forgot his cap here so am wearing it... ang bango! :)
so why jerson?
why, is there something wrong...
yeah, i ate all the words i said about him... yes. i'm in-love and will always be in-love to the person who loves basketball and food... i'm happy... fourth year it's the time to find the somewhat serious guy in your life... we're different and that makes it cool! haha... but i love him... we don't know what the future holds for the both of us... but i know i'll be with him.
i love you jerson jay bacala cruz besty i told jj about the song... alam pa niya yun! haha :D naaalala pa niya...
-pamela gabriela santos gonzales